queen_idiot (queen_idiot) wrote in samwise4ppl,

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Your New Fuckin' Commandments

Alright... Duck told me to read the comments about the "cutters" journal, I was told a whole fight thing broke out and got really fucked up. I figured it was just between "Ensetsu" and him, but Duck told me it was her and a couple other people against 1. I thought it was one comment a person kinda thing and I thought Duck and "Ensetsu" were over reacting, but I was COMPLETELY wrong! I passed this entry somehow. I saw the first thing Steph wrote, and that's what caught my attention. Yeah, Steph, "We were both being childish."
"Would anyone care to explain to my dear friend why cutters cut themselves?" THAT is pure bullshit. Suicide is a serious fuckin' thing. I dont know WHY I thought of this only now, but you guys dont even KNOW what it's like to want to commit suicide or hurt yourself! I dont! I'm only a fuckin' teenager, I'm JUST getting used to it. When you're about 35, then you can say "hey, my life is shit." You are WAAAAYYYYYY too young to say you wanna "hurt yourself" because you have absolutely NO reason to! You cant say there is... because its a fuckin' fact, there is NO reason, ESPECIALLY at this age.
Fighting with your mom is a B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T reason. I LOVE fighting with my mom, it says how much she cares. You shouldn't be pissed off at her, not many people even GET to be pissed off at their mom's because they dont fuckin' have one. Did you really ever think of that? You would be SOOOOOO much more pissed off if your mom died, you would miss fighting with her. You would miss it like hell! I fight with my mom like you wouldn't believe, but we always make up because I know that if I don't spend enough time with her while she's alive, then I will regret it for the rest of my life. It's the exact same for your other family members, your friends, anyone!
We have given ourselves the violent nature we're known for. Bloodshed! That's not only war between us and other countries, or us and the government, that's war between ourselves, not you and somebody else, you and yourself! You are your own fuckin' enemy! Why haven't you noticed that?!!
You can't call Duck an asshole for giving his opinion, he has facts to support it, which is exactly why it's my opinion as well. You can't call HIM an asshole without calling yourself an asshole, especially if you do/did hurt yourself. Because you were BLIND! You are so fuckin' retarded if you don't embrace what you have now. You ALL are hypocrites! Yes, steph, even you. I am too, and so is Duck. We are all hypocritical at some point. But, when your hypocritical about death... then you... are an asshole. Steph you didn't scare me when you "cut" yourself, you pissed me off, yes but, you didn't scare me. I thought 'hey... it isn't my body or my life she's fucking up. Why would I worry?'
Hurting yourself is THE most retarded thing you could ever do. You don't know what the future is like. The stronger you are-the smarter you are- the better decisions you'll make.
I don't care what horrible things people say behind my back because I believe that I'm fine just the way I am. Don't let people control your self-esteem. People don't make you happy, the decisions you make, make you happy. Don't dog on Duck because he had an opinion. Personally, I respect him for speaking his mind, it's his strong belief. You guys were against putting people down for what they believe. How fuckin' stupid can you guys be.

(Btw, hurting yourself doesn't fix your shit, it makes it so much more worse... it doesn't get rid of the pain, only numbs it for a few minutes... it always comes back to bite you in the ass.)
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